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[02 Sep 2004|09:38pm] |
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Now appearing, HURRICANE FRANCES: Tour Performance will be held all through Central and South Florida
Ok, last time I updated was like 2 weeks ago. Well nothing has really happened in those 2 weeks except work and school. I did learn that you can't always listen to your friends about guys. Justin was tall, and I really nice guy, I just didn't like him. Does that make sense? lol. We are cool though, if anything I made a new friend. But back to school, things are actually getting crazy. I have a lot of homework, mostly in AP. Its not hard, just time-consuming. Oh, and I am also starting those nasty applications. I hope I get accepted to FSU. (Just letting you know, Gators suck- sorry David :P)
Work has been crazy, though with the hurricane coming, I didn't need to go in for work today or tom. Wednesday was consisted mostly of moving the machines and packing up. Terri, my boss, still hasn't put up plywood or shutters. I think she is insane because the front and side of the gym is nothing but windows.
Well thats about it, pray for me! I'll be sticking out the storm.
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[17 Aug 2004|07:32pm] |
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Alright, I know I haven't updated for a long time, but give me a break! I'm busy! I have a life! I haven't even updated my greatest journal and that is saying something.
So here we go:
Well school started last week. JOY! (Note the sarcasm folks..) I mean its ok, I just don't like getting up so early in the morning! My schedule is decent this year. I'll be able to pull of straight A's.
Meteorology - This class is basically memorization so its already in the bag for me. The teacher is cool too. Also a friend of mine so I know wont have to listen to these boring lectures.
AP English-Language - Now for someone who thought they didn't have a chance of getting in because my G.P.A was lower then what they called for, I was really excited about being in this class. Of course, it seems that we are alway doing some kind of homework in this class. I had to write a letter to a Malaysian kid the first day of school. Yes, thats right a student is Malaysia. Don't ask...
Drama - Yes, my one true slack class! I can't even say I wont have work though, and I know I am going to suffer thanks to Improv. I hate Improv. grr...
Christian Justice - Now, I have a pretty good sense of faith and of my religion so I think I'll be ok in this class. As long as I participate and stay on the teacher's good side I'll be ok. (Ugh, I got Mrs. O'Connor!) She is not so bad... as long as I stay her good side.
American Government - It is not a bad class, and not a bad teacher, just a boring topic.
Honors Calculus - I have the best teacher ever for this class, so I am happy to say I will not have any quarrels with math this year! :)
Ethics and Moral of leadership - This is actually a P.E. credit, but its more of a religion class. The coach who teachers the class is really honest and open with us. We can ask any questions and he'll answer them. He'll say things that I wouldn't even think of, but it can explain so much about faith and God.
My random thought for the week:
You know that feeling you get when you get into a nice hot bubble bath? Well I think we should bottle up that sensation and sell it! I mean it is probably better than sex! Of course I wouldn't know... but then I'll be really disappointed on my wedding night if its true! :P
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| Quiz Time |
[29 Jul 2004|10:31pm] |
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Things were different today. My grandpa broke his knee, so there are more things to worry about. Joy...
Anyways, its quiet here, so I am taking all these random quizzes...
I don't think I can ever go fishing again without thinking of this quiz. I guess a fishing rod can be a weapon... *ponders*
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| Just here |
[28 Jul 2004|03:53pm] |
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For the pass few days I have been depressed I guess. I don't really know why, but I was. I think it was a mixture of things going on in my life. Today I woke up, went to work, and when I came home I felt pretty good. I felt like there is something to look forward to now. That is until my mom came home... Today is July 28th. My parent's wedding anniversary. It would be 25 years for them today if my dad hadn't died. My mom broke into tears saying how she was mad at him for leaving. That she shouldn't be here right now, she should be on the beach in Hawaii, that he had promise to take her for their silver anniversary. I didn't really know what to say to her... I think I said something along the lines of "I miss him too. It's not his fault" I know I am still sad about the whole thing, but at least I can deal with it and finally let out my feelings about it. I guess my mom has been hiding them like me for the last few months and her emotions just flooded out today. My mom has always been like me when it came to crying. She'll usually try to keep them in, trying to be strong for the family. Its scary to me when she cries. I know that sounds bad, but when your mom cries, you know something is wrong that can't be fixed. It seems like nothing could go wrong and things will get better when your parents don't cry and try to keep an optimistic look on things.
Ok, besides that I still have 3 books to read for summer reading. Yeah I know, I am a procrastinator. I said I wasn't going to do that this year. (Looks like I am off to a great start...) Oh, does anyone want to see "The village" this Friday? Let me know.
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| Feng Shui |
[25 Jul 2004|08:04pm] |
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Guess who has a new room? ME!! OK, well its not entirely new, but I have new walls, and the furniture is moved around. (thanks to David) It is pretty cool, though it felt weird waking up this morning facing the door. I am happy to say there is something to Feng Shui. I tried to get my room to apply to the rules of Feng Shui, and though I still have a keyboard under my bed, everything else is A-Okay! I had a really good sleep last night, so it means I must have "energized my chi" (I know most of you are shaking your heads at me like I am total loon lol) I also had a decent dream last night. I dreamt I was with a whole bunch of friends and we were hanging out by someone's pool. Nothing to mysterious about it. I think I was dreaming of what my summer could have been like if...1) I didn't have friends living out in Titusville 2) I didn't have to work so many freakin hours 3)All my friends were friends with my other friends so we call all live in harmony and peace. (I know wishful thinking..oh well)
2 more weeks until school starts and I still have summer reading to worry about!!
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[23 Jul 2004|07:54am] |
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I can't say I ever had the best life, but I always had some joy there. When my dad died, I was able to keep some of it inside me. Last night I had this dream that I had lost someone I loved. I think it might be a family member I lost, I'm not sure. Anyways I am sitting in my room crying, asking God for comfort from the pain. The pain is still there in the end and I am empty. I have had this dream before, but it was different this time. I didn't feel any relief at the end from God, and I woke up feeling empty. I feel like I am missing something now. I shouldn't feel like this.. I just came back from a retreat, I should feel full right? The other night I was told by someone how crazy God seems and how it is crazy to feel the way a few are feeling. Am I crazy for wanting God's love to fill me? NO! Why am I questioning my faith after having one nightmare?
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| Been awhile... |
[22 Jul 2004|03:44pm] |
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Ok, I can finally start getting things done on my journals. I am back from vacation and I don't have to work in the afternoons like I did before. (Of course that is until school starts.) I went out with Carolyn yesterday. We decided to make bracelets for our youth group that say, "Rise Up". It goes along with a retreat that we just came from.
Anyways on to my dream... I dreamt that I had to open the store up, (which I have been doing all summer), and I slept in and opened it up late. It was scary because then an angry mob of middle-age women came after me and I was fired. Yeah even at home in my own bed I think of work. I cannot escape work! I think I also have this fear of work since I sucked my employer's dog into the vacuum. (Yeah it sounds funny but it was seriously scary for me!) You have no idea how hard it was to tell Terri and not break out in hysterics.
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[14 May 2004|05:49pm] |
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Last night, I dreamt that I was shopping for an orb of some sort. I just went down to the nearest Wal-Mart, went to their "magical section", and looked for some kind of glowing orb. I don't even know why I was shopping for it. Of course going to Wal-Mart to obtain such an item seems ridiculous in itself. After I was done shopping there, I went downtown to the nearest magic shop where I asked a cheap-trick magician for a wand. He told me he refused to sell me anything because I wasn't a true witch. How I had to be a full witch and I was only half. Then I just woke up. A bit random I know.
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